I would have thought she would pick a different forum, but she does discuss a great deal including the fact that although she loved Patrick there was also no one she feared more when he had been drinking.
“For me the worst thing about him was the drinking.
Patrick Swayze stunned the world when he announced in 2008 that he had been diagnosed with stage four pancreatic cancer.
Now, just two years after his death, his wife, Lisa Niemi Swayze, is revisiting her 34-year marriage, including her decision to add "Swayze" to her name and to finally remove her wedding ring.
She said that in 2006 when he was in London performing in a musical that he was at his rock bottom.
Patrick Swayze's widow is engaged, her rep confirms to Us Weekly.
The actor predicted that he had two years left to live. He refused to take painkillers, believing that they would "take the edge off" his acting ability.While Ghost was a box office smash and Swayze went on to appear in Point Break, City of Joy and Donnie Darko, it was the 1987 coming-of-age drama Dirty Dancing which secured Swayze's place in the pantheon of Hollywood leading men.The Texas-born actor was a trained dancer and little known outside television when he landed the role."Patrick Swayze passed away peacefully today with family at his side after facing the challenges of his illness for the last 20 months," his publicist said in a statement.Arnold Schwarzenegger, governor of California, praised Swayze as a "talented and passionate artist who struck a memorable chord with audiences throughout the world".